Back to Work

I have decided that today is the day that I go back to work but I find myself sitting here at the computer not knowing where to begin (so I thought I would blog). The coffee is brewing in the next room ....I can hear it...I can smell it....but I cant have it. It may upset my tummy. That makes me sad because I love my morning cup.

MY husband is at work too and that makes me sad because I want him with me all the time. He has been my rock and holding my hand through all of this and it's so scary when he is not around. Don't get me wrong, I know I can do this, it just so comforting to have him around.

Today I feel light headed, a little nauseous but so far no vomiting or diarrhea. The hair is still intact but I'm sure we wont have long on that. I give it about 7 more day and the clumps will start falling. I told Nick last night that it going to be like Desi Arnez and Fred Mertz sleeping in the same bed. He laughed a minute and then probably didn't think it was so funny.

My sister Rachel brought us dinner last night. So very sweet and thoughtful. Its hard when I'm the one that usually puts dinner together and suddenly we have to come up with a new plan. Rachel...the dinner was amazing and we are so very grateful.

MY final shout out of the day goes to CANDY who went out of her way to come over and give me one of my injections to improve my white cells. I couldn't get myself to self inject and Nick couldn't do it so Candy to the rescue.

Oh well...that's it for now. Going to go back to staring at my computer screen for the next few hours.

Keeping the faith and remembering I am truly blessed....Love you all.